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| got a new xanga. www.xanga.com/choeddongmin
this xanga is just a bit o history now
-alvin choe-
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| i saw one of the most beautiful things in the world right now at 5:42 am.
moon with a comet? or a shooting star as i imagined it. nothing can beat that. ever
-alvin choe-
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| I leave for college in four days, and well this month is probably one of the worst ways I could've closed it.
This summer for me was all about pulling myself together. After all, since I'm 18 (legal adult, though still sucking on my mom and dad for money, I should be pulling myself together; beating my own ass up. It's called tough love.
Needless to say, I broke myself. And that was the result of me losing a couple of great friends.
People don't regret choices they fully understand. Afterall, what's there to regret about choosing something worth more than the other.
Well my choice was that standards is a duty we owe to ourselves, the only way we can reward ourselves for being alive.
But that comes at such a cost. And sorry as I am to say this, I regret it.
I knew it was going to come this way. Some of my closest friends from high school share such vast differences in beliefs that it would never work out. I saw it coming in the beginning of summer, but I believed myself to be able to withstand anything. I felt invincible.
I know I'm not wrong with what I believed in. These are still standards that I strive for. And one thing I've been keeping up is being honest.
So all that's left to do is to build myself up again. After all it's the only way of honoring ourselves.
So I just want to take this moment to apologize for the things I said before. Not this summer, I stand by every decision I made this summer other than breaking under my own pressure. But for anything in the past. I read my past entries and I was such a pissed off douchebag.
Going to college feels like such a pain in the ass. I haven't been to Socal since 6th grade...that was when I visited Sea World.
So to all of us who are going to college or already there. I just hope all of you define your own set of standards. Don't answer to anyone else but yourself. Don't stop asking questions. Only the weak stop asking questions. So I guess I'm not completely pitiful.
Regardless. Cheers, to my classmates who have never known me without braces (getting them off the day before I leave)
-Alvin Choe-
P.S Stay strong
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| someone please give cas haley a record deal. haha i really love his voice
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| so i don't know how many of you have noticed, haha but i haven't been sleepin much these days.
well today i watched war and got pwned by ivan. war isn't a 10 dollar movie. watch it if you're movie hopping.
ok well i want to write down a couple of things i've come to understand this summer as summer is coming to an end.
You only regret the decisions you don't understand fully. It's true you might make a decision and find out other information later. But the fact is, you didn't understand it fully because you can't you understand everything without all the information.
The people you love reflect upon your personality; especially the reasons why.
If you go to chipotle, don't have an ID card, and you're refused a student drink; then you should be able to buy beer. Cause if you can't buy beer, then you're obviously a student. That means you should get the drink. If you don't get the drink, then you're obviously not a student, and therefore older than 21 cause it applies to college id cards as well. Thus you should be able to buy beer. TAKE THAT CHIPOTLE hahaha, jk, not gona pass, so many holes I KNOW just play along
yea there's a lot more. but whatever
what do you call an mexican with a rubber toe?
ROBERTO!
aite peace, don't want to type more
Dmin
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